Feeling a bit agitated visiting motherland again for the first time in 6 years

Context: I’m korean American. Last time I was in Korea was 6 years ago when I was 12-13. My parents sent me there to live with my grandparents in 대치동 to learn Korean and study ahead. I was laughed at and belittled there by my peers for being “stupid” (I didn’t finish calculus at the age of 11💀💀💀). Also for wearing “weird” clothes I brought from home. Living in Korea was the darkest phase of my life.

My family is visiting there for the first time in 6 years but I’m honestly still afraid to go back. I thought I recovered but I guess not. It’s so stupid how I’m still clinging onto it. I know damn well no one will recognize me or let alone remember me. I can’t put my finger on what I am afraid of, but I am. What the hell. Genuinely so embarrassing.

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