I’m about to sound to insane right now but I feel like I’m less scared about growing up because I know I have my kpop boys beside me. when I first got into kpop, I was 11 turning 12 and since then so much has happened to me but I had once stable thing in my life. k-pop. since 2021, I went through so many losses, so many friends, so many places but I always felt less scared watching going seventeen or even listening to a song. Being 11, I thought ni-ki from enhypen was old enough, & even though he was my ult I never understood why people babied him but when i turned 14, I understood. he was barley a teenager. he was just figuring himself out but he had to do it infront of the whole world which is so so scary, I can’t imagine being 14 and withstanding all that pressure. yet somehow, knowing he endured all of that gives me hope. That whatever I’m going through will pass as well & I think that’s beautiful. Even if this is a phase, I don’t care. I’m just happy I have someone to spend my youth with💌
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