Like the title says, I take way too many videos at concerts. Its like I can’t help it, I have memory loss issues after the concert and can’t remember much so in the moment I take a ton, it feels like I’m living in the moment during the concert (I think). I watch the stage and just hold up my phone I’m not watching thought the screen but It still makes me feel so guilty and upset after even if I had a ton of fun. I’m autistic so a part of it is that I get so overstimulated my decision making is not great. Its like something takes over my brain and makes me record, and I feel so crazy. This time was worse because I was singing over a lot of the videos, so they aren’t even good to listen to. I had a lot of fun singing along but the videos are stupid now. there was one concert where I didn’t record at all and I also don’t remember anything so that makes me wonder if the videos are really the problem. How can I stop taking so many or how can I stop regretting it.
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